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Serious Project 2: Update 5 – Building and Design Choices

The home page of my website uses a stock image of warm, well lit bricks behind off white lined paper that I scanned myself. This was chosen specifically to be comforting and warm. The other pages look like this as well.

I built 2 pages simply using html and css within dreamweaver (as i did not have time to make a webpage making use of the tdor database data.) I only really had time to use my own masterpost datasets.

That being said, when i put it onto glitch.com, my assets broke and I really couldn’t figure out how to correct them in time for submission so I left it to its bare functionality.

Here’s some of my code:

<!doctype html>
<html>
<head>
<meta charset="utf-8">
	
<title>tdor-safehouse</title>
<link href="stylesheet.css" rel="stylesheet" type="text/css">
</head>
 
<body background="../project 1 serious/ASSETS/bg.jpg">


<div>
 
<table width="230" height="70" bgcolor="#FFFFFF" class="headtable">
  <tbody>
    <tr>
      <td><h1 class="header">&nbsp;SAFEHOUSE</h1></td>
    </tr>
  </tbody>
</table>
</div>	
<div class="emptytable">
	 <table>
    <tbody>
      <tr>
        <td class="space">&nbsp;</td>
      </tr>
    </tbody>
  </table>
	</div>
	<div>
	<table height="250.2" class="texttable">
  <tbody>
    <tr>
      <td><p></p>
        <p class="mainpara">&nbsp;It is 2023. We are young, and transgender. We live a range of lives – ones that are hushed and hidden away; ones where we play in the streets at night; ones where an endless trail of beautiful art and music flows behind our footsteps; ones with difficult conversations, quasi-understanding and ones where we sit with our surroundings, thinking, ‘It could be worse.’ We are young and transgender, and we shake with the euphoria after washing from the shores of deprivation as we learn ourselves as young people barely budding in the adult world; secret lives and adjustments. It’s easy to understand why transgender people were considered near divine being in our faraway past. We are different, we are born to have high insight, we see the first division – Man, and woman. Male bathrooms, female bathrooms. Clothes. Roles.<br> <br>Looking up ‘transgender genocide’ yields calculated results in which transgender voices are trampled by blunt articles insisting it doesn’t exist, it’s not an issue, we die at the same rate as everyone else. If we are killed in the streets, it’s not because we are trans, and yet simultaneously it is our fault for being an anomaly. Somehow, we are the ‘scapegoat’ for issues within our society. Does it sound familiar to you? <br><br>
        My aim for this website was one of a shield to contrast the sword of transgender violence databases. As the numbers tick up, let us honour our victims and honour ourselves. This is a safe space to It was never supposed to be like this. We fight every day. So, while we fight like hell, every single day, how do we cope? How can we care for ourselves? Trans people and youth deserve rest, healing, treatment. Love. Healthcare.  As the numbers tick up, let us honour our victims and honour ourselves. Let this space be a place of hospitality and self-care, a quiet, featureless webpage for reflection. Take a breather. This is my database of transgender&nbsp; care and survival.</p></td>
    
    </tr>
  </tbody>
</table></div>
    <div align="center">
	<button class="button" onclick=""> I want to see resources </button>
    <button class="button" onclick=""> Victims 2023 </button>
</div>
</body>
</html>
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Serious Project 1: Update 4 – Text

In the same vein of ‘Get Well Soon’ I decided to write my own gentle, encouraging political text as a preface, and include things like mental health and trans survival resources on the front page. Aside from that, the text was heavily inspired by Anna-Jayne Metcalfe’s blog posts documenting her experiences compiling the data for the tdor database and the ‘Ode to a Grayson Perry Urn’ poem by Tim Turnbull.

‘It Is 2023. We are young, and transgender. We live a range of lives – ones that are hushed and hidden away; ones where we play in the streets at night; ones where an endless trail of beautiful art and music flows behind our footsteps; ones with difficult conversations, quasi-understanding and ones where we sit with our surroundings, thinking, ‘It could be worse.’ We are young and transgender, and we shake with the euphoria after washing from the shores of deprivation as we learn ourselves as young people barely budding in the adult world; secret lives and adjustments. It’s easy to understand why transgender people were considered near divine being in our faraway past. We are different, we are born to have high insight, we see the first division – Man, and woman. Male bathrooms, female bathrooms. Clothes. Roles.

Looking up ‘transgender genocide’ yields calculated results in which transgender voices are trampled by blunt articles insisting it doesn’t exist, it’s not an issue, we die at the same rate as everyone else. If we are killed in the streets, it’s not because we are trans, and yet simultaneously it is our fault for being an anomaly. Somehow, we are the ‘scapegoat’ for issues within our society. Does it sound familiar to you?

My aim for this website was one of a shield to contrast the sword of transgender violence databases. As the numbers tick up, let us honour our victims and honour ourselves. This is a safe space to

It was never supposed to be like this. We fight every day. So, while we fight like hell, every single day, how do we cope? How can we care for ourselves?

Trans people and youth deserve rest, healing, treatment. Love. Healthcare. My aim for this website was one of a shield to contrast the sword of transgender violence databases. As the numbers tick up, let us honour our victims and honour ourselves. Let this space be a place of hospitality and self-care, as we much care for each other and ourselves if we need to keep fighting every day.

This is my database of transgender care and survival.’

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Serious Project 1: Update 3 – Masterposts

For this website, I decided the best course of action would be to gather transgender survival resources to compile in one place, categorise and display on my website combined with a place for victims using Anna Jayne-Metcalfe’s dataset and my own dataset. Due to a lack of time I decided to sort and compile resources straight into my html files.

Over the years, I have had an ongoing list of masterposts, which are enormous datasets in and of themselves filled with links and resources. Master posts tend to have tens or hundreds of resources within them. I gathered 10 masterposts which too have masterposts within them – creating a complex dataset of likely hundreds of survival resources.

I also added mental health and legal information below this, as i believe this website should have a main focus on mental health.

I also pulled data of the victims from the TDOR database to use in a separate webpage.

The idea is to make a dataset OF important datasets in a safe place.

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Serious Project 1: Update 2 – TDoR Database

Trigger warning: Violence agaisnt trans people

Let’s look at the TDoR database. I’ve been following this database for a few years.

Every year on or around 20th November trans people worldwide gather for the Transgender Day of Remembrance to remember those we have lost to violence in the past year.

This site gives details of trans people known to have been killed, as collated from reports by Transgender Europe and trans activists worldwide.

Details are also given for those lost to suicide where known.

The site is intended to act as a supporting resource for anyone involved in Transgender Day of Remembrance (TDoR) events and is intended to be used alongside the official data collated by the Trans Murder Monitoring Project and published by Transgender Europe (TGEU) in early November of each year.

A big thanks are due to the many trans activists and organisations worldwide who work tirelessly collate data on anti-trans violence and in particular to the members and admins of the Trans Violence News Facebook group, without whose support this site would not be possible.

All material presented is gathered from publicly available sources. Please don’t read anything into the raw numbers. What matters is the lives lost, and their stories. Be warned though – some of their stories are horrific.

This project is generally of more of a solemn topic as transgender people become more and more persecuted each day in horiffic and violent ways. One of the things that spurred me on into being more enthusiastic about this specific dataset is the death of my close friend Claire, an 18 year old trans girl. She died by suicide in April of this year, which was extremely difficult for me as we used to be extremely close. I just remember thinking ‘I, and we, are to young to be dealing with this.’

We have no protective weapons, we only have ourselves as we are stripped of our rights. Recently, I’ve also been lookng at perspectives by genocide scholars discussing what the future looks like for us as one of the most persecuted groups on the planet within the context of the 10 stages of genocide.

I believe that we are nearing stage 8 and 9, as recently it was noted that Florida recently published a bill citing that child sex offenders can be punished by the death penalty. Horrifyingly, it’s also being pushed that Florida, a state that ONLY recognises transgender people to legislate that they should have no access to healthcare and young trans girls can’t play sports with the other girls at school, is also trying to mandate that those being caught in the ‘wrong bathroom’ can be charged with a child sex offence. Do you make the connection?

So, as younger transgender people who reside mainly on the internet for our comfort and community as the real world gets worse and worse, I thought, perhaps we need weapons. Not in the sense that all trans people should arm themselves, but campaigning weapons and resources for ourselves.

So I see the TDoR website as a tool, as a weapon, something like the bricks thrown during Stonewall – as it is the cumulative dataset which is used to organise vigils for transgender people for us to remember our dead. It can be used for protesting, rememberance, and an open source of information as I see that our killings are being denied. In fact, upon searching for articles to read for this blog post, I saw many articles trying to say that ‘trans genocide isn’t real, we are not at risk of being killed more than anyone else.’

It tells you otherwise. It will become a staggeringly important source of information in the future. So, what can I personally make from this?

Perhaps if this website is a sword, I can make a shield. What I want to make is a gentle, comforting website where we can explore and reflect on what’s happening to us safely – a digital saferoom, perhaps. This concept likely needs more facets and development, but the bare minimum will be a dataset OF masterposts and of the victims from this year.

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Serious Project 1: Update 1 – Project Idea

We were given 3 project prompts – Language, Data, and Bots. I chose data.

I’m making 1 serious project and 1 unserious project. This post is going to be about my serious project covering the Trans Day of Remembrance (TDoR) database.

Firstly, I had no idea what I wanted to do for a couple of weeks hence the late post, but in the course resources I found a website called Get Well Soon by Sam Lavigne and Tega Brain. It’s a website compiling comments posted on GoFundMe’s medical fundraisers – A database that should not exist, and only exists due to America’s healthcare system.

The website also encompasses a revolutionary political text provided with the archive. I will include an excerpt but the rest of the text by Johanna Hedva is available on the website.

Those of us for whom sickness is an everyday reality have long known about its revolutionary potential. We’ve known that a revolution can look like a horizontal body in a bed, unable to go to work. We’ve known that it might look like hundreds of thousands of bodies in bed, organizing a rent strike, separating life’s value from capitalist productivity. We’ve known that a revolution can look like the labor of a single nurse, keeping the patients in her ward alive, or the labor of a single friend, helping you buy groceries. We’ve known that it can look like the labor of nursing and care expanded exponentially, all of us reaching out to everyone we know, everyone we know reaching out to theirs. We’ve known that a revolution can look like a community pitching in $5 per person for someone’s medical treatment—we’ve wondered when that community would notice just how revolutionary the act of communal care is.

Johanna Hedva

This website made me very fascinated with the concept of creating political art from databases and especially presenting data as both art and as campaining tools. Therefore, I decided to use the TDoR database to achieve the same effect.

I have been following this database and their work for a number of years now but was reminded of it through the death of my friend Claire. To this day I don’t think i’m even close to writing an entry on her but I still want to appreciate the database during this difficult time for me.

So my general idea is that I make a similar website based on this!